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I am admired lean arduous dozen spell living person, open and aboveboard, neither haughty nor humble, I tell myself to also want such work. I not by person almsgiving, also do not like almsgiving another person, I feel this is not concerned so called or, however self-respect. So, after I gave that girl 10 yuan of money besides symbolistic ground, never had wanted to aid financially her. Northward in April wind as before cool, dusk falls a fish. The pedestrian on the road comes home hurriedly, street fade is used up former days flourishing. There is the paper that writes full word in girl hand, stand before deserted bazaar, clinking appearance. I do not see her twice by how. She also sees me, there is helpless lachrymal light in the eye. One looks the little girl of 912, with sad sad see me, since the extensive on my heart slightly ache. Suddenly, she starts to talk: ", can you buy a loaf to me? Can you buy a loaf to me?? (2) I bought loaf to her, she tells me she calls Yu Xiaotong, 12 years old, live in E Beishan area the place that I never had listened to. She says her home originally poor, when she reads 3 year, fall ill break down in the bed, when working, fall from hill, because be treated not in time, right leg is forced amputation. To prepare medical expenses, the money that can lend borrowed, in the home costly also buy, still owed more than 20000 yuan debt. Grain eats to must rely on to relieve in the home in those days, which still have money to let her go to school, she with respect to discontinue one's studying, the side is done do not belong to her originally the thing that that age does. She says she wants to read afresh all the time, hear some is Youred Excellency to get a town later in, can earn a lot of money, somebody still can build bridal chamber in side home, she ate a heart, give brief note stayed to come out with other adult secretly in the home. She says: "I did not want to denounce a lot of, want to denounce the money that allows me to go to school quite to go only. Want to denounce the money that allows me to go to school quite to go only.. I ask her: "Do you feel to rely on this kind of method to you can have go back one day when read afresh? " her eyes is bleak, shake one's head: "Denounce the money that come to must give entirely everyday the adult that takes me to come out, they say to return the home for me in, but I did not see they had been sent. But I did not see they had been sent.. About black heart the adult is used disable and the inside story that children of unable to go to school has cadging, all sorts of media have light. If continue,at Xiaotong daily genuflect cadges in street, so she wants to read afresh, can be a dream only probably, her future also will vague into a blank. My heart is heated up, gave her 300 yuan of money, buy piece of ticket, serve returned train her. But I did not want to aid financially her for a long time, on one hand I do not have this ability, on the other hand, I not very the about the circumstance in the home word that she says. I feel all the time, troops make up of the old and weak, catastrophic and ceaseless, have li of ability only. (3) Never had wanted to have connection again with Yu Xiaotong. After a month, an acknowledgment letter flies from E Beishan area, the head that flies into school newspaper. Chromatic headline: What send a mountainous area child love is unripe! My picture mixes on the side, the laugh of one face reluctance. I am very rusty, affix the gold of love to me, do be common knowledge again, want to achieve the goal that lets me must continue to aid financially? Never miss small child unexpectedly so crafty! Crafty perhaps is adult. I am very furious, write back to her, tell her, my tuition also needs myself innumerable trials and hardships to work earn, aid financially her without surplus money, let her be not contacted with me again later. Throw the letter into the one instant of mailbox, I -- Yu Xiaotong just is thanked, did not write other, also or she just is thanked really, never think the school can take this matter hype. Do I answer so frozen letter why again? Can think of to take the letter, appear to also do not decide. Letter or mail went. My bottom of the heart longs for Yu Xiaotong to write back, her exculpatory, her complaint, her appeal, it is the thing that makes my conscience quiet. Calendar one page turns over one page backward, yu Xiaotong mail message is devoid. Summer, the everywhere on the street sees little girl of 923 years old, happy, biting ice-cream to turn over caricature book before newsstand. I think of Yu Xiaotong, did she return dreamy school afresh? Say like her really in her home so pinch? The circumstance in her home, improved? Midnight flounder difficult Mian, my heart gives birth to ashamed regret, I remember the dusk of that rain during springtime, the eye that her tear spot lights, clear is looking at me pitifully, in that way little girl, can my letter deny her heart? The selection of subject of my project is " person and natural harmony and contradiction " , if this kind of selection of subject relies on to check a data to finish from the library only, wanting to lose contact with reality is impossible. I decide summer vacation goes north of another name for Hubei province is a mountainous area, at Xiaotong's home town, the selection of subject that is me on one hand searchs true material, on the other hand, visit Yu Xiaotong, also or it is postmortem the accord that whether her home says with her. (4) The bus stops on a small town, no longer to overtake, high mountain ridges is in front. And here, the home that leaves Yu Xiaotong still has 40 lis. The taxi driver listens go there, shake his head completely, the money that says to run to earn builds a car not quite -- the route went too hard. Final try every possible way to persuade sb, just a driver agrees to go, the condition is the fund that I increase a half. Close dusk, arrived to reside the lap that live at Xiaotong. Say than her at Xiaotong's home almost even poor. Shabby slimy careless house, the absolutely empty inside house, have a very small monochrome television only, sticking above somewhere contributory model of written characters. Family 4 people, only she and mom are the person with perfect body. Interim overworked grinds a heavy trace on her mom face, it is vicissitudes of life, see my instant, show to me on the face of vicissitudes of life, it is I never see in the city those who pass is the dinkummest however. After the identity that is informed me, they recieve me euqally when benefactor simply. Think of my suspicion to them, I once furious, I am faint blush. The 2nd day of morning, wen Jian's tangy fragrance. They killed a chicken of only. At Xiaotong mom says: "This chicken, full day cries, make a noise the dead, want to kill all the time. " but I remember, yu Xiaotong ever said at me before, the commodity in the home, the egg that relies on chicken to be born sells money to be changed. Their chicken is equivalent to our part-time job, to treat a person that uses Xiaohui occasionally, sacrifice drops exchequer, do not know us who can be accomplished? I hit a sneeze, her mom looks for her best dress to be draped to me. I have urge more dish, say me so , if be here,hunger of be on short commons is gotten more , go back my mom should feel distressed. I exert all my strength keep back, did not let fall down, I did not tell them, when I am very small, they build new family severally, had new child severally. Became independent after the high school on me, now and then formality ground goes seeing them, they resemble pair of guests to me, not close and polite. I never think of, can be in new family, get true. They also give me kind-hearted and simple best explanation, make me clear " good person good dream " this truth. And I despise them for a time however, think they try reap without sowing, the compassion of diddle others and. After the environment that sees they are located, I know my fault. Here, first-rate architecture is the elementary school of half hill. The government avoids tuition to children, still a lot of people read aloud not to rise. Traffic inconvenience, land is finite, products is few, it is the constellation that here child reads enemy. The end in the home, read do not have a book, not be the child's fault, if we are capable to help, do not help however, it is our fault. (5) I leave at small Tong Yijia, how cannot find Yu Xiaotong. I see a table, say to differ her. I just should go, a child runs to tell: "Yu Xiaotong is hanged on the branch of half hill. "Yu Xiaotong is hanged on the branch of half hill.. We run to that hill with that child hurriedly, there are a few fruiters on very close from the summit brow, fragmentary knot is worn a few wild fruit, on a tree that hangs an inter at Xiaotong. She scared shout, branch is pressed so that shaking by her. Although this is not cliff, but very abrupt also, throw consequence unimaginable. Everybody's face is frightened white, her father lets mom search rapidly cord and call a person. Came a lot of people do a good turn. Everybody ties string one paragraph on stone, another end is cast go down, one dish hill ace slips down cord beside Yu Xiaotong, pull her to cord, xiaotong was pulled. I am enraged bad, feel this child looks like a young adult, however such not sensible. I ask her: "You say, for these a few wild fruit lets parents be your be in a state of anxiety, let everybody be your drag in many people to do sth, don't you feel ashamed? " at Xiaotong be frighted ground sees me, take out wild fruit to give from bag: "Elder sister, I pick wild fruit is when taking a car to you, eat. " I do not say to give a word to come immediately. Quite a while, pull the hand of result Xiaotong gently, pick next my wrist lists, wear the artifice in her to go up. When I know her midnight, touch me to be put in this cartoon watch of bedside secretly. Although Yu Xiaotong and her parents does his utmost to refuse, I still insist to want to fund Yu Xiaotong's school work, to high school, even university. Train runs quickly, my hand still leaves the Yu Wen that has Yu Xiaotong it seems that, very warm, very soft, very meticulous. I am raising new class status in blood, warm, love, help. The hand that becomes us pulls the instant that be together, these composition are delivered continuously between us, deliver, delivering. Author: Romance is grey |
In succession 3 days, that small genuflect is before flourishing bazaar, a piece of big paper is pressed below genu, writing closely difficult, faint go to school, if the request aids financially a kind. Such thing already not fresh, allegedly girls of some unable to go to school are more than 30 years old are played the part of. I am daily through her, but just also pass just. I am being driven go the lane of cate happy biscuit near bazaar. Big the class of 3 noes hurry, I do a part-time job over, arrive from 18 o'clock everyday at 22 o'clock, one minute can not rest. Orignal From: Because love, so warm
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