That year, she is seventeen years old, the age with average dream, the travelling bag since back of on the sly set foot on journey. The journey that cautious all the time plan wears is crossed eventually gave one condition, like that oneself be not accused and resembling after all is cannot character says. And northbound road did not imagine in so smooth-going, god ases if is what should punish her is rash and general, mix all cross want to get carefree dripping wet in the put to good use on her body zigzag. It is a seat first was gotten on by the fierce aunt of age is occupied by force, it is train journey behind schedule then 10 hours, so that planning before,can arrive at 3 o'clock afternoon, before dawn just arrived. Look at the railway station of this lights brightly lit, with the fragmentary optional lies on the ground work person in the hall, it is chilly completely sad. The purse when reaching a railway station namely after that is stolen, that can be 5000 Qian Na of her hock. Besides ten fragmentary money in the pocket, still the body goes up exclusive the satchel of a costly Da Funi, his not long ago sends her to make this, also became a gift now. She can'ts help Bei sound lament. Do not cross her or was not collapsed by these, crouch sat after 56 hours, she begins to look for the place that can let her shelter oneself in this new city everywhere, it is first the bowl is washed in chophouse, barber shop shampoo, environmental sanitation labour, outside be being distributed after that, sell, pluralistic baby-sitter, make product sales promotion sometimes, place small booth to sell in street edge even sometimes small adorn article, be in charge of to be chased after so that die ground runnings by the city every time nevertheless... nevertheless, she or a few days of that when can face lunar end money that take a steamed bread repeatedly are done not have. And, the most provoking the overworked that is not the body, however of a kind of proper pride oppressive. These, resembling is all previous practice that remembers to the end of his life, each job she can be treated seriously, hammer and tongs, always can tell oneself like that, not be every time is paid can have due pay. She begins to feel she should not give birth to subsist so, she needs to stand up sturdily, she is longed for strongly the back can be held out in this city living, is not to be oppressed, by look down at, even by bully disgrace. Then after two years, she is like eventually wish the ground works in an electron factory, although some are painstaking, do not have sunset night ground to work overtime sometimes, need not worry not to pay salary nevertheless, also need not be nervous is resigned. She begins indulge this god-given smooth and steady. Till that day, she sees the week elder sister that worked 12 years in this, because of overwork overworked of day and night excessive sudden death is on workbench, and factory however compensate 20 thousand yuan. Her heart a tic, the uneasy sense of massiness is surrounding all the time she, make her deep-set among them cannot extricate oneself. Then she decides the saving that takes out this 3 years, the road after beginning him consider. She begins gradually advertent near him factory groom the school, have leisure every time, she can sit without giving thought to how long the bus goes audit lecture, she needs agog to know this world is occurrent what, what needing, she does not want to become the laggard of this times. Know when her now network with each passing day be current, and the salary of network process designing is good also, she resigns absolutely go what grooming the process designing study that the school begins half an year. This is right for her, it is greatest adventure, also be greatest opportunity, nevertheless she does not know latter. This half an year comes, she passes harder than any moment, . Momently as as dry as a chip as those character, the program is companion, the program that because one does not understand,meets even sometimes and all night not Mian. Particularly provoking when she can ask herself, such values are undeserved, and reason tells him, since had begun, had done not have leeway. She can do, it is more serious than anybody, . Eventually get over this half an year, originally some slant she fat, look a little cadaverous however right now and gaunt. Below the commendation that be in, she entered place a scale is not large not small company does programmer, salary by at first one 3000 become 5000, her heart bright glare. That momently, think him suddenly very much, think very much very much. She draws out skill machine, press eventually give that silent to read aloud ten million second mobile phone date, be like,the sound that the phone carries then is familiar with as before yesterday. Her heart glad, that by all previous long upblaze of depressing instantly indulge in wilful persecution, be irrigated by the instant again extinguish. Unexpectedly he is who light inquiry looks for only. She does not know constraintly what to should say suddenly. After half minutes, noise was broken there. Before long the mobile phone came information. 5 words: I already married. Instantly, heart resembling is to give cut apart general, her tear falls like rain. She begins total heart to throw heavy work with all one's strength again in, often, also let oneself accept a few new things, associate with a few like-minded people, always wanting to use Bacchic come with business him fill that one horn with vacant heart, the more cost uses up idea, empty sky is the more desolate. She always feels, the bottom of the heart has an obstinate thing, in everything what repelling what she does. Daily every night, she is expecting, expecting him to be able to have turned round what to say with her, or it is to ask why she sads in those days silence ground. Like that every time expects, it is one comes to nothing, resembling is the vast outcome that has decided, waiting for her only a person, taking the loneliness like firework, come hold a memorial ceremony for. She is to be able to 't restrain loneliness after all, resolved the small town that answers that her life ten years, sent a short message to him: I came back. And he, did not reply. She goes in familiar unfamiliar street, scattered memory is like yesterday, the place that she ever had gone to each them together went in spite of oneself, each pace, it is so dependable, so feel sad, resembling was to should spend his entire effort, ability small fill that is vacant, be little only however is vacant. He is to do not have return information after all, phone past already was to cannot put through. Her cranky enquires he lives in location everywhere, hear he has married with prefectural a thousand pieces of gold two years ago, live in prefectural government building now. Before hearing of 6 years, he follows for be troubled by greatly, enrage so that he jumps down from 3 buildings, be being hanged by branch at that time, just avoid at dying, many fracture and silt are allegedly green nevertheless. From after this, he becomes right makings of maternal all understand without being told, always follow sb's advice, those who gave a name is filial... her heart one blast by pinprick like angina, before she still remembers 6 years his mother the appearance of that aggressive, every time after school his mother can find her home be troubled by greatly let her leave him, her also accordingly pursue old job. Look at because of her thing equipment to suffer humiliation, still have them that desire the expression that character stops again, after struggling countless times, she decides to promise her mom to leave him, nevertheless the condition is to give her 5000 money, sooner or later she is together openly with his son... Days comes loose, will of people is random, reed is not touched, affectionate who and companion? Bulrush is long, the sea is far, butterfly life is brief, how dare in all lingering? She becomes aware him move goes some are bumpily suddenly, junior flighty with also fall off as these queasy pasts toughly, the love in those days, resembling is rise high into the air and the firework that rise, gorgeous and colorful, bend Er chilly is cold. And she, what be enmeshed in this instantly all the time however is brilliant in, of a person hold defend, enjoy one the individual's joys and sorrows. She compares that firework, more doleful. |
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